This is what its come to…


If it were easy, would we still learn so much?

It seems to be the thing relationally that is all to easy to question.

Can I trust you?

God can I trust you?

{let it be known, my spirit knows I can. It is my flesh that is being submitted to the truth}

I can feel as this next season approaches, I am to continue to let go of more. To strip myself from any and all old concepts of how I thought life was to go. Life is so much bigger, grander than I imagined. There are more possibilities that I thought well, possible. When God restores he does a complete work. In restoration it means you have lost something. The thing is about losing something is over time you sometimes forget about it, you forget what it was like with that thing. Sometimes when we forget to dream, when we let go of dreams we forget the butterflies it imparted to our belly. We forget the pitter patter that comes deep within our hearts that seem to want to explode out of us when we do that thing.

Then like a silent rushing wind dreams are breathed on.

Love is re-awakened.

You turn your head looking for the source.

You see nothing.

But feel everything.

Everything in you is at peace.

Filled with hope.

Joy pours from your lips that form a smile which turns into a giggle.

A giggle that then explodes into a deep belly laugh.

This is hope.

This is joy.

This is restoration.

So when you find yourself being restored, redeemed what else is there to do but to live the life you once dreamed was possible. No matter how big or small it may seem to your neighbor. You stick with what God has spoken to you and you run and you don’t stop until the day you are called home. And so my journey continues…

And then I am reminded of Hebrews 12:1. I read it and laugh inside as the very words I typed in this blog are written here in the word.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.




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